Yes, I know sometimes we want to find God’s cell number
somehow to talk to him directly … google it.. or search through all your
contact files … anyhow! We just want to get through him.
On the train to home, when I got up early in the morning, I
was amazed at the view outside, thinking if it is for real? Orange painted
skies… Sun trying to curl up, green n yellow fields, dew drenched leaves… a landscape that made me
utter WOW! I just wanted to dial up there ‘n say “ Oh God, you are simply
brilliant in all your colour strokes and art… What a creation it is outside!
Please let it remain for a while and let me soak it in!”
Another day, I want to call and simply say “Hi God, you are
a wonder… and I keep wondering, how you wonder fully paint everthing with so
much perfection. You know I had a lovely day and please wish me many more days
like this” Ofcourse, I would know that God would have heard these comments
thousands of times, and I would be no new to him. He would already know what my
mind is thinking, afterall no one else can know us better than our creator.
Don’t know how this thought popped up in my mind when I was
dialing an extension on my office phone. Guess the boredom of tasks in hand,
got me creative thinking in mind :D … Guess I didn’t wanted my call to God
diverted through various angels in row who take our messages to him, I wanted
my almighty to listen my voice directly. I actually wanted to see if the
thoughts sprouting in my mind are too much or am I too much for my thoughts,
and who else would know that better. He has seen me in my best days and in
worst too, in my beauty and in my ugliness , and I don’t have to pretend and
put myself any differently.
On
a positive note, may be he would get my mom on the line too, and I can
hear her again, feel her voice calling my name again in my ears, can talk to
her about all my flaws and correct them, can tell her my confusions so I choose
the right way, may be ask her what does she want me to wear for my brother’s
wedding in future. Don’t know if we will catch up again or not? … With that
note, I leave you thinking about your possible conversation with your God.
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Another truth is God resides in each one of us, he is our real soulmate, feel
the connection and you won’t need a cell number to talk to him.
Tring Tring … HELLO!! ... Is this God!